oh... I am such a failure. hahaha. wow.. I SOMEHOW manage to ruin everything. I mean really. Everything was looking good for awhile, and I miraculously found a way to ruin it for myself. Why can't I just be content for once?
I can't even begin to explain how much I wish I could just start over... But I can't.
I had the thing I desire most! I HAD IT! It was mine! And I was careless, and I let my mind go, and I lost it. THE ONE THING THAT I'VE EVER WANTED! I lost it..
hahahaha. I just don't care anymore.. I really don't... Because no matter what, I'm always going to find a way to fuck everything up.
About Me
- InkAndVomit
- I never know what to say about myself.. Because every time I say my opinion about who I am, I'm told that it isn't true.. Don't ask how that works.. But here are some facts. My mind is pretty fucked up.. that may be a good or bad thing.. Depends who you are. I'm not very social.. I hate people with a passion. I'm not the most coperative person. I like to debate. And I would like to think that I'm fairly deep. So... I guess some of those were opinions.. but facts in a way too...
3 comments:
What was this thing you lost?
Also, the picture in the previous post. Ultra-sexy!
Ummm.... you strike me as a person who needs a hug. and you dont fuck everything up. I am sure there is plenty of stuff that you doo well.
Luv ya... in a completely straight way,
Char
Aww Come on u dont fuck everything up. And yeah things might seemed ruined now and you might seem completely lost and hopeless but it happens ur grwoing up and its life everything will get better I love you. *hugs* ^_^
Ur little bro AKA Matty Pooh
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