I fucked up.

ha ha. The ONE person that I trust with anything pretty much hates me.. but you know.. it's fine. I'm only wanting to chase a bottle of aspirin with a bottle of vodka..

I guess I'm a horrible person who is ignorant, arrogant, and only thinks about myself. Seeing as this isn't the first time or the first person that I've heard this from, maybe it's true. maybe I am worthless and a horrible person. ha ha. maybe the thought that I'm worth at least a little bit is all in my head. maybe I'm just insane. But then again, who isn't insane? Who doesn't like to think that they are a good person, and worth at least a little bit.

I guess, according to Thom, I think that I'm the only person in this world with problems, if I thought that, don't you think that I wouldn't listen to other peoples problems? wouldn't I think that they don't have them? If I didn't think anyone else had problems, why would I be willing to listen to anything that anyone ever has to complain about? Wouldn't I just tell them that their life is perfect and that they need to stop complaining?

I guess I'm arrogant too. Because EVERYONE knows how highly I think of myself.. I mean.. sure. I think that I'm such a wonderful person. I mean.. I'm really great! I'm just awesome! (if you know me, then you will understand that all of that was said in sarcasm, but if you don't... I'm informing you that all of that was said in sarcasm)

And I guess that I'm ignorant because I don't understand that the world is really great if I just gave it a chance.. I guess I'm just so ignorant that I never even THOUGHT about actually trying to be happy. I guess what happened was I was born, and I automatically decided that the world is a horrible place.. I mean. it isn't like I could have actually had horrible things happen! of course not! that's just stupid! (there I go with the sarcasm again.)

ha ha. I'm such a horrible, awful, disgraceful, person! I never listen to anyone, and I only care about myself. My goodness. I'm so glad that all of my faults were brought to my attention, I've never thought about them until now! My goodness, I just see the world in a whole new light! ( Do I ever stop with the sarcasm? No.. )


Fuck man.. whatever. I'm a bad person. I know. But in all honesty.. I don't give a shit. If you people don't like it, you can suck my imaginary fucking cock.